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Alone
Apr 26, 2009 23:08:50 GMT -5
Post by Tig on Apr 26, 2009 23:08:50 GMT -5
I'm afraid.
I'm tired.
I'm alone.
How many years have I been a vampire? I've been once since I was 25, but how long has that been? I can't figure it out. I can't remember the year I was divorced, the same year i became a vampire.
There is nothing that hurts worse than when someone you love hates you because you changed. Like when I became a vampire. I changed, completely, and he hates me.
But I was never human, he accepted that part of my life. I don't miss him.
I'm jsut tired of being alone. I'm tired of hiding who I really am. I can't really tell anyone what I am. Human's just don't understand. They fear me when they know.
I am feline, I am vampire. Does that make me a hybrid, or a halfbreed? Or a freak?
I can't take it anymore.
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