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Post by wingedwarrior on Jun 25, 2009 8:07:46 GMT -5
Who Am I? Who am I really?
It is a constant struggle for me---discovering my identity. I thought I was old enough, wise enough considering my experiences, but no, I am just a mere cub battling a grown bear. There is more to me than I think. I do not know myself, the only person I can rely on. But how can I rely on someone I do not know?
All so utterly confusing. Maybe this is the reason I am here in Animus: to find out who I am. I had a crazy dream the other night, about Purgatory---it was quite vague to me. Could that be a memory from a past life? All to strange. So many questions.
Another thing is my sexuality and confidence. Is the reason why I am lost within myself causing me to falter? My brain is starting to ache. I want to talk more, reveal more. Maybe writing this as a 'who am I essay' will make me find the real me (bullshit, did it before in class. No effect)
Maybe not....
Screw this...
Bye fucking diary---why do I even have a diary? Who the hell--
*closes diary and throws it in the trash.*
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