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Post by childofthehunt on Jul 13, 2009 6:34:59 GMT -5
"Magnus"
I am not him. I'm not that psychotic bastard. He was someone else, in another life.
Everyday, I feel Bremmen's getting stronger in me. I'm afraid for the day when he would will himself out without asking him to. I'm frightened at the thought of him taking over my body completely...and I could never have it back.
He would like that. I'm sure.
As I long for Myzrael, I feel Bremmen longing for Magnus. If it was up for him to decide, he would want Magnus than Arqus. He would want me to be Magnus again.
I'll try my best not to.
I'm not Tommy who randomly kills or the infamous Mr.Psycho I've been hearing around town, who grins at the sight of blood and decapitated bodies. I'm not one of them.
I'm not gonna be Magnus. I'd rather die than be him.
Sometimes, I look at the others, and inside, I just wanna ask them to save me...
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