Post by Tommy Tyrant on Jul 31, 2009 5:58:42 GMT -5
Dear Journal buddie.
I do hope you turn out ot be more tolerant and kinder than the old book. He just got to fancy for my taste.
Anyway I would like to tell you a secret Journal buddie but you must keep it a secret ok?
Ok so I used to have this voices going yah yah yah and blah blah blah all the time and they more than half the time would make me feel bad about myself so I would go out and do somethings that are not very nice. Not nice indeed.
Anyway I would like to let you know that I have heard less and less of these voice since my time in Animus. I can't explain why though. Like many things. Am I getting better finally? Or are they planning a bombarment in the near future? I don't know sorry just stop yelling!
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I'm sorry I didn't mean that.
Yes, and so I have a theory that the voices that used to follow me have somehow been changed. Changed in a sense that since the "accident" occurred and I have regained conciousness I have felt all queer inside you know? No, not like that. And you would be wise to hold your tongue on such occasions. Yes slightly different that I don't feel so violent, or angry. No. No time right now for anger.
Yes, it seems to me, if my calculations are correct that I'm not entirely sure who I am. Am I a famous actor? A scientist? A football star?
WWho knows but I feel my mind is constantly going through different realities in my own head, just playing them back and forth like a child and a funny part in a movie he likes, trying ever so hard to try remember or decide who I am. But for the meantime the hate is gone, it is probably somewhere in me or left at the funhouse. Who really cares? It's not like it's going to be bottled in a pickle jar and unleashed upon me?... Oh dear that's a scary thought.
YEs, well at the moment, I am comfortably numb.
I do hope you turn out ot be more tolerant and kinder than the old book. He just got to fancy for my taste.
Anyway I would like to tell you a secret Journal buddie but you must keep it a secret ok?
Ok so I used to have this voices going yah yah yah and blah blah blah all the time and they more than half the time would make me feel bad about myself so I would go out and do somethings that are not very nice. Not nice indeed.
Anyway I would like to let you know that I have heard less and less of these voice since my time in Animus. I can't explain why though. Like many things. Am I getting better finally? Or are they planning a bombarment in the near future? I don't know sorry just stop yelling!
.....
I'm sorry I didn't mean that.
Yes, and so I have a theory that the voices that used to follow me have somehow been changed. Changed in a sense that since the "accident" occurred and I have regained conciousness I have felt all queer inside you know? No, not like that. And you would be wise to hold your tongue on such occasions. Yes slightly different that I don't feel so violent, or angry. No. No time right now for anger.
Yes, it seems to me, if my calculations are correct that I'm not entirely sure who I am. Am I a famous actor? A scientist? A football star?
WWho knows but I feel my mind is constantly going through different realities in my own head, just playing them back and forth like a child and a funny part in a movie he likes, trying ever so hard to try remember or decide who I am. But for the meantime the hate is gone, it is probably somewhere in me or left at the funhouse. Who really cares? It's not like it's going to be bottled in a pickle jar and unleashed upon me?... Oh dear that's a scary thought.
YEs, well at the moment, I am comfortably numb.